Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Blahhhhhh Tuesday - RANT ALERT

Today I woke up feeling just kinda blahhhhh. Nothing physical, I feel great...but more emotionally. I just feel blahhhh, just so I can get this all off my chest this is what I feel blah about:
. Financial crisis woes...is it gonna get better or worse?
. I have been unemployed exactly 6 months, should I look for a job or just continue to ride it out?
. In the six months I have been off of work, I haven't accomplished much...the spare room is still a mess, I still haven't finished painting the guest room....what about the painting, quilting, art classes I was gonna take?
. I have a friend who has a terminal illness and I wish she didn't....she lived a healthy life and is smart, intelligent and doesn't deserve this fate.
. I have another friend who husband has been for a month or so, only to find out in the last couple of days that it is a terminal illness and he is quickly turning for the worse....they just gave him last rites.....she is way to young to be a widow...they just raised their children to adulthood have two beautiful grandchildren and now this.
. I wish my daughter would find her niche in life and be truly happy with a partner who adores her.
. I hate this week in September...24 years ago I received the phone call that my father had a massive heart attack and died on the way to the hospital (he was only 48 and had just had dinner with us the night before). And my mom's birthday is this week, she died in 2000 from the dreaded disease....CANCER.....I HATE CANCER...IT SUCKS AND RUINS EVERYONE'S LIFE.
Ok....I'm feeling better now that I have all of that off my chest. I have a great life, I have a wonderful husband who loves me, children that I raised to be independent, responsible adults, everyone in my family is healthy. I have two grandchildren that are absolutely perfect in everyway and I am lucky now to spend alot of time with them. We are not losing our home like so many others are.
Thank you for letting me get all of that out.
Now I am gonna grab my camera and go take some pictures...peace out~~

3 comments:

Philly said...

Now, didn't that feel good? Feel better?

#1

Twisted Fencepost said...

That's a good idea, take pictures until your little heart is content. It will do you good.
We all gotta get it off our chest now and then.
Is this now or then? tee hee

CASSIE said...

soooo it sounds like you need a vaca... ummm im thinkin VEGAS??? i dunno it sounds good to me:) love you mom.. ur my life MUAH